why do I always feel this way? Going on this insane emotional roller coaster just for someone I love so dearly. Maybe I ask for too much, but my heart slowly aches to suppress my emotions and feel like nothing is wrong with changing my decisions for that person. I hope, pray, and wish every single day for something special. To one day be surprised with an act of kindness or care because I feel alone everyday within the walls of an over populated University.

Do I think too much or do I want too much? It’s hard for me to say, but to go on with my life and see what unfolds.